My abilities have today faced their first test in the purpose for which they were granted me. I faced a jedi in battle. He attempted to flee me, and I yet struck him down. The way of Palawa has served its purpose this day. The future at last stands unified, and clear: it stands manifest that I am stronger, and I will by the emperor's will find and eliminate more of the hated Jedi in due time. Further conflict is inevitable, and I know in my heart that my training shall guide me to know war and the destruction of more Jedi.
The rebellion falters, for now at least. Or perhaps they seek to conserve strength for future action. What is certain is that they offer less and less adversity against which to hone myself. Rare is it that I find bases to spearhead destruction against. They stand far less open and defiant against the Emperor's will.
I ventured to Korriban as the commando had directed, to learn of the Sith. Little of note remained, though I was attacked by a pack of immense darkened hounds. After I unmade their flesh, I found fractured remnants of holocrons within. They spoke of conflict. Above all that only through strife and war could civilization grow and evolve. Likewise, the destruction of the weak by the strong strengthens civilization; and to stand against such is to stand against the way of nature manifest in all living beings. There was also mention of the force; and the implication that it provided a true source of strength over other beings.
Yet it is known that the Sith religion was destroyed through Kaan's acts at the Battle of Russan. All the remains of the Sith then is these decrepit and forgotten tombs. To send me here is a strange lesson indeed; am I willed to take from it that the pursuit of a survivalist philosophy - one not entirely unlike my own - leads to failure? Surely none encountering me imagine me to be so readily swayed from my convictions. To devote one's life to a martial art and martial philosophy is to embrace violence. To know war is to know adversity.
Perhaps the lesson to be gleaned is that the Sith's use of the Force caused their ruin and downfall. Yet this too is a strange lesson; for it merely states the obvious. One needs look no further than the Jedi to ascertain the truth of such. For to rely upon the universe around oneself is to come to know it as a crutch for internal weakness. The Jedi know power from the Force, and in so doing their latent talents - strength of arms, intelligence, and guile - become atrophied from lack of adversity. To draw upon such power is to cripple oneself.
I think again to her words. "I prefer the way of the Sith", she spoke. Surely she could not be attempting to resurrect a long-deceased religion. More surely still she would not speak of such. The emperor's hatred of force users is common knowledge. Perhaps this is a test, yet I cannot fathom to what purpose. I watch. I wait. I listen.